Fire

So I have been "working out" recently, if you can call perfect pushups, crunches, DDR, and one run in the last 7 days working out. The upper body workout is a lot for me, though, and the lack of sleep I suffered in Paris has added to that and created a fairly exhausted me. I hope that's what it means for your pee to be almost always yellow, that and I should drink more water. Either way I'm somewhat bothered that they didn't take a blood test because I "looked so healthy," so I hope that doesn't mean surgery is a very dangerous thing tomorrow morning at 7 AM (well, I have to be there at 7 AM, and then they actually start the thing at 8:30 AM, why???). I guess not. Oh, and two moms have said I have lost a lot of weight since they last saw me, and they last saw me 5 months ago and probably 9 months ago respectively. Actually, that's completely false. It's just that muscle is more dense.

Or at least that's the only thing that makes sense. Anyway, I'm going to be in a lot of pain tomorrow, and I will probably be so nervous I will piss about 5 times before they actually start the surgery. Which isn't good because you're not allowed to drink anything before it starts. But I'm so scared. For this is no normal surgery...

Anyway, they burnt down the coffee shop with the topless waiters in Maine. Idiots don't have any respect for private property. They probably think they're being conservative. You can't be a conservative if you don't have any respect for private property. Well, you can, but I don't know what you're conserving.

My hips have been really sore recently (it started in Paris) and I'm not completely sure why. DDR is not helping, of course, since DDR is an awkward exercise. I'm thinking of ditching it completely and switching to running. Of course, for the next 2 weeks (hopefully only 1) this isn't going to be at all relevant, because I will not be able to do any exercise. Aside from walking VERY carefully. Actually, I could lift weights, if I had any. Pushups might be difficult. And piano is exercise, though perhaps more mental than physical. But yeah. Will I gain any weight? No, because I have a metabolism of gold and I do care about what I eat (I actually enjoy food more when I know it's healthier, and I don't like it when I can taste fat).

Ugh, I don't know what it's going to be like after those ~5.5 hours in the hospital tomorrow that start at 7 AM. I'm going to pray to God that I'm at least alive after the procedure, and also I'll pray that what's being operated on will be usable after the surgery. That's why my mom was telling me yesterday I should've gone to church...

Do they have a thing called "substitions"?

The sun is setting. It's so early, though. I guess I should go to bed at 9:30 PM if I want to be up at 5:30 AM to make the typical hour I like to have free before I have to go anywhere...